Bread that
Spoils
Below is a
reflection that I offer for John 6:24-35. If you want to see my detailed
exegesis of the text, click here.
I once heard
a breadmaker being interviewed on NPR, whose words have stayed with me: “There
is a very fine line between fermentation and putrefaction.” One reasons so many
store bought sliced loaves of bread are chocked full of chemical preservatives
is because of this propensity for bread to spoil. The same metabolical
reactions that ferment the yeast in bread dough are the reactions that ferment
bacteria in spoilage. In those societies that pre-dated modern refrigeration or
artificial preservation of bread, putrefaction could mean the difference
between eating or not.
The writer
of the gospel of John seems to be carrying out several polemics, the objects of
which we can only tease out through carefully pieced guesswork. That fine line
between fermentation and putrefaction, the chemical process that creates in one
moment and ruins in the next, may be the space where John sees many followers
of Jesus heading. They follow Jesus, to be sure, sometimes with great zeal and
ardent work. But, they are following for the wrong reasons, for bread that
delights in its taste and satisfaction of hunger, but which also spoils over
time.
I feel like
I’m just now catching on to the rhythm of this chapter, even though I’ve read
it a zillion times. The crowd of 5,000 ate the bread that Jesus produced out of
five loaves, with twelve basketsful leftover. Jesus gave specific instruction
to collect the leftovers so that “nothing may be lost,” a phrase similar to
Jesus’ prayer for his disciples in John 17.
It occurs to me that those twelve baskets are the leftover miracle bread
the crowd is following Jesus to eat again. And, why not? They were part of
something special, something heavenly, something that echoed God’s gracious
manna from heaven that fed the people of Israel on their journey. Why not
follow Jesus for more of that? After all, he is the one who provided it in the
first place. Surely it is a good thing.
Jesus does
not deny that the bread he multiplied is a good thing. But, he avers, it is not
a lasting thing. It was good; it met a real need; it was welcomed with
thanksgiving; it was shared; it was collected afterward so that nothing would
be lost. Yet, if that is why people are following Jesus, then they are sure to
be disappointed because the bread that Jesus multiplies miraculously will not
last. It will spoil. The creative powers at work in fermentation are also the
ruinous power of putrefaction. If the analogy holds, there is a way of pursuing
faith that is wonderfully attractive but which can also prove ruinous in the
end.
What Jesus
offers, instead of the bread that he produces,
is the bread that he is. To follow
this train of thought throughout some of the “I am” sayings of John’s gospel,
Jesus offers the truth that he is, the life that he is, the way that he is, the
resurrection that he is. One can enjoy
the truth that Christ offers – propositions, wise sayings, meaningful parables,
and insightful teaching. But, until one follows the truth that is incarnate in
Christ, for John’s gospel one has not yet found the wellspring, the source, the
fountain of truth itself. This may be John’s way of engaging those other
Christian groups that are not enemies necessarily or even wrong necessarily,
but who also have not yet grasped the eternity of God that is made flesh in
Christ. John’s polemic against those who have attained a semblance and measure
of truth but not truth itself may also speak volumes to our own day, when we
encounter those who have no problem giving allegiance to the words of Christ,
but who seem to be far away from the spirit of Christ.
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